Finality

FINALLY.

I've just sent in my resignation letter (a super informal one) to Catherine and Kevin.

I'm quitting AIESEC.

For real this time.

I already feel sad that I have to leave AIESEC but I don't think I'll be regretting this decision. There's just too many things to cope with. Studies. Assignments. Nikki. Room. The final 3 assignments that I have to finish are all 2 weeks APART. During schooling weeks! Imagine the pain I had to go through to do my first assignment and I had twice the amount of time then! Leaving AIESEC is just to get a little more brain space to myself. It's not exactly because I really don't have the time to do the work, I just really don't have the brain space to worry about the work!

This is like the first time I've given up on something so major. Something I actually still believed was beneficial to me. And pathetically my decision to quit was not based on an external factor and that I, ARIEL ON, wants to abandon it. I mean, when the A-Levels Yearbook gave me hell last year I still stuck through it. Though honestly, producing a yearbook is lots more interesting than making marketing phone calls.

I would still really want to go for Xchange after finishing year one. Perhaps then I can keep in touch with AIESEC again? That's like my compensation prize.

Right. I'm aching all over from severe lack of sleep.

Nitez.